December 2009
94 posts
Jem
It is an aglet!! Not a naglet. Lol. Or at least that’s what wikipedia said. X)
My favorite quote
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so the other people won’t feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in...
I wish
My life was like a pokemon game. I wish I had a game guide to tell me how to get to the next level, what moves I’m gonna learn in life and who I’m gonna be at the very end.
I wish I had a reset button, a button to let me go back to my last saved point where everything was better.
If only. :/
My first love
I set up my fish tank again!!
I used to love watching fish swim around in my tank.
Now that my tank is back up and running, I need some fish. X)
I think I’ll go tonight.
I honestly can’t wait.
If you're going to fall, you better fall hard....
(via runawaytrain)
I miss talking to you, knowing that you get and...
runawaytrain:
Peace
jemijem:
Remind me to slap you! Lol, naw, I missed a good sermon. Xp
“Seek peace and pursue it.” - Psalm 34:14
One of God’s commands is for everyone to live and act out peace. When Jesus was born, the angels proclaimed “Glory to God in the highest, and peace on earth to people whom his favor rest (Luke 2:14).” Have you ever thought about what they said the night He was born? When we first...
His favorite Christmas Song, by Capital Lights
look it up, this is the sweetest song ever!!
“For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love...”
– (via runawaytrain)
So
My room is clean and my two hour nap is finished, yet I’m still right where I started… Hungry.
Not physically, but emotionally and spiritually. I really need to get out of this house. :/
Lend me the strength
Matthew 24:13
What the heck is wrong with me? I know somethings not right because I’m cleaning my room without being told… Like The world must be coming to an end, or something. : p lol
Christian music seems to be the only thing that has been able to get to me recently. It’s saving my life.
I've made a mess of me
Each day is a gift not a given right.
You haunt my dreams.
It’s Christmas…and something doesn’t feel right. :p
“There’s no shame in being afraid. Hell, we’re all afraid. What you gotta do is...”
– One Tree Hill (via runawaytrain)
Avatar WAS a good movie. And the #6 at taco bell is heaven sent. Lol Gorditas rock my socks. >.
Don't dwell on the past. Your history can't be...
(via runawaytrain)
And this
Is the reason why it’s never gonna be the same. This is the reason I have a hard time being your friend. This is the reason I have a hard time looking at you. I may be able to act like it doesn’t matter, but heaven knows i felt like dying. And even though it’s been months and I’ve been moving on with my life, it still hurts to see you, it still hurts to talk to you, it...
FCKTHIS,
xtiinaa:
You act like this is all my fcking fault! I’m soo effing sorry that it happened like this. You said that you’re sorry you ever let me in? Well so am I, you know why? Because now you’re gonna blame all this shit on me. I’m so sorry, that I like him. I’m so sorry that I can’t control my feelings for someone. You keep on saying that you trusted me? You make it seem like I fricking cheated...
You said,
xtiinaa:
that you’d wait for me, that you still love and miss me.
But I’m still not sure that I want you back. I’m absolutely confused, because with each passing day, I fall more and more for him. To tell you the truth, he has always taken my breath away, and given me those butterflies that I always read about in those cute little love stories. Every time I talk to him I seem to get so caught...
Christmas this year is not gonna be the same as last year. :/
Two of the hardest and most painful tests in life:...
(via runawaytrain)
There are just certain things in life that are...
(via runawaytrain)
Winterball
Was hella fun. x]
and the food actually wasn’t that bad. lol
I think it’s pretty much impossible to forget...
(via runawaytrain)
I want to
talk to you.
Moving on is simple... It's what you leave behind...
(via runawaytrain)
One day,
yes, one day I’ll tell you everything. And when I say everything I mean everything. But I’m gonna wait until what I tell you won’t change anything. I’ll wait until what I tell you will make you laugh. I can’t wait for that day to get these words off my chest. But this is what I want. THIS will make me happy.
You don't need me and I think thats whats breaking...
(via runawaytrain)
“It’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same....”
– (via runawaytrain)
The worst part about being lied to is knowing...
(via runawaytrain)
Baby It's cold outside
Sooo Elf is a pretty good movie. lol
xtiinaa:
This whole week, I’ve been checking my phone at exacly 11:11, both A.M. and P.M. But, I didn’t wish on any of them. There are some people who wait up for 11:11, and I don’t get it. There’s no point in wishing if you’re not going to work to make it reality. Don’t get me wrong, I think it’s cute when we check the clock and it’s exactly 11:11, but I just think we’re all a little too old to...
You leave me wanting nothing more than wanting...
(via runawaytrain)
I hate the fact that I can’t hate you. It doesn’t matter how hard I try, it doesn’t matter how long I wait. It almost seems like an impossibility.
“In some way or another, you know you’re ready to move on when you gradually stop...”
– (via runawaytrain)
Things don't get lost if they don't have value -...
jemijem:
ohohsheeeeila:
alohalyssa:
(via eletheowl)
jemijem:
Is this some kind of pity party? Sorry, but here’s me tearing up the invitation.
Lol. This is a pretty funny post. >.<
And maybe,
just maybe, I don’t need you at all. Maybe total avoidance is the best and cleanest answer. So, until that one day that we are both over it…Goodbye.
Everyday that we don't speak is another day I...
This is me, foreshadowing what is to happen.
(via runawaytrain)
“I never got over it, i got used to it.”
– (via ohohsheeeeila) (via jemijem)
I want to be,
everything you ever wanted, and everything you’ll ever need. I may never live up to that, but im sure as hell gonna try.
X my <3
In retrospect...
I’m a horrible boyfriend. You deserve SO much better. I’m sorry that I haven’t been 100% there for you this past month and I know I’m at fault. But I promise that I’ll be better. I’m not gonna look back anymore. I’m ready to fully let you in. Please forgive me.
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...”
– Chuck Palahniuk, Choke (via thoughtsdetained)